My com's back.. so I can come online everyday like I used to. Heh. A lot has happened over the past 2 weeks or so. Last Fri, my tutor from last sem called me and told me abt this construction company who approached them to see if there are any students who can help them do a brochure. So over the weekend I was searching for ppl to join and considering hard if I shld join or not. Cos I've got so many other things on hand! Work, tuition, social life, personal life, church and in two weeks' time, school... so many things!! In e end, everybody i asked rejected except for Harveen whom I've nv worked with before and don't know well. Right up till Mon morning, I was thinking abt how to tell my tutor that I didn't want to work on the project. But, when I saw her, I just didn't know what to say. So i kept quiet and went long with the flow. So, right now, there's me and Harveen working on the bidding which is next Tuesday. I have no idea how we're gonna do a complete and good enough presentation by then, when I don't even know if I want to get the project. Ha. How?? I really need motivation la. I mean, I know what I can get out of the thing. Even if not in monetary terms, the end pdt itself can act as my portfolio, and the experience will be great. But, it's like, I need more than that. More motivation, more support..